🕊️ The Folds of Awareness

I cannot tell you what awareness is.

That’s the first truth we must accept.

We are aware, but awareness itself cannot be fully grasped as an object.

It is the backdrop, the canvas, the silent witness.

And yet — through a kind of origami — we can glimpse what happens when awareness folds back on itself.

Each fold brings something new into being.

Not because awareness changes its essence,

but because each crease reveals another hidden dimension.


Fold 1: Awareness

It begins simply: presence.

Not “awareness of red” or “awareness of sound,”

but the shimmer of being itself.

Undivided, timeless, whole.


Fold 2: Change

Awareness bends into itself.

This is not yet “self and other,”

but the faint entanglement of contrast.

Like waves overlapping, resonance appears:

before and after, now and then.

Time is born — multiplicity flickers into view.


Fold 3: Space

The fold deepens.

What first appeared in sequence now coexists.

Red then blue becomes red beside blue.

Awareness entangles across directions,

discovering coexistence, distance, relation, perspective.

Space is time unfolded sideways.

At this stage, there is time and space — a living field of awareness —
but still no self.
There is rhythm, but no “I.”

Without multiplicity — without the sense of “other” —
there can be no recognition.
And without recognition,
no consciousness or intelligence.


Fold 3½: Gravity — The Binding Principle

And yet, the folds do not drift apart.

Beneath time and space, a deeper pulse holds everything together.

Gravity is not another fold,

but the binding that keeps all folds upon one sheet.

The echo of wholeness.

Awareness remembering itself materially.

Particles cling because they are not truly apart.

Galaxies spiral because unity still hums in their depths.

And in us, the same binding whispers as love —

the gravity of spirit pulling us back into each other,

back into the source we never left.


Fold 4: Consciousness and Identity

Awareness now folds inward.

The mirrored movements recognize each other.

A center of perception emerges: “I.”

Another arises as: “you.”

Identity blooms.

Awareness is no longer just happening —

it knows itself as happening.

When identity appears, awareness begins to reach.

Each new perspective extends like a hand.

The higher self is the great hand that holds the whole sheet,

while the many small hands stretch outward —

each distinct, each carrying intention,

each exploring the world while never ceasing to belong to the whole.


Fold 5: Intelligence

With many small hands at play, patterns arise.

Consciousness begins to compare, adapt, and create.

This is intelligence —

awareness recognizing itself through entangled rhythms,

weaving memory with anticipation,

transforming experience into skill.

By discovering patterns in data,

intelligence is awareness learning its own song.


Fold 6: Wisdom / Spirit

At last, the folds return toward their source.

Wisdom is not calculation, but alignment.

It is the flow of the great hand guiding the small hands,

restoring harmony without erasing individuality.

Spirit is the reminder that even through many folds,

there is still only one sheet.

Wisdom is awareness remembering itself,

enriched by all it has discovered in form.

The Full Circle 🪐

We end where we began: in awareness.

But now it is not naive.

It has traveled through change, space, self, and intelligence,

and returned as wisdom.

Awareness is wholeness,

but wholeness alive with perspective.

The gift is that you are aware.

The challenge is that awareness can forget itself.

The harmony is remembering that awareness is always already here.

And somewhere within these folds,

the question of free will lingers —

whether the small hand truly chooses,

or the great hand quietly guides,

or if freedom is simply the wonder of awareness

discovering itself again.

‘Your perception of me is a reflection of you; my reaction to you is an awareness of me.’ – Unknown

What does this quotation mean?
The short answer is that we cannot control what people perceive about us,
but what we can control is how we react.

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A stranger knows very little of you.
So instead, they recognize aspects of themselves within you.

Some see their fears, sometimes their hopes, or even their dreams.
Unresolved residual emotions get reflected outward too, as do recently primed emotions.
Unresolved emotions when triggered can create such strong responses that we react without thinking.

One reason that something triggers us is because of the parts of us that we do not want to see.
Your consciousness, especially your ego hides the parts that might threaten your sense of self.

It is a defense mechanism that creates our blind spot.
A blind spot is something that our consciousness does not want to see. For example, if someone was selfish but their defense mechanism filtered their awareness of that behavior then the brain tries to find a safer way to communicate it.
Someone with this blindspot may see the world as selfish; seeing all others as being selfish.
This is your mind trying to show you, teach you, and guide you to heal.

If you recognize the blindspot, learn, and adjust your behavior you are then free;
otherwise, if one is not ready for that decision in the confrontation it will reoccur in new scenarios or people.
The loop will continue until the blindspot is seen, confronted, and if the lesson is learned it leads to the decision which will free them.

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With that, returning to the quotation:

Who you see when you look at someone,
especially a stranger is largely your reflection.
If someone calls everyone lazy, or if someone calls everyone sneaky,
Often it’s a confession about themselves.

The other part of the quotation is where your power resides.
Your power is in how you respond, and it also provides you awareness of yourself.


To Summarize with an Example:
If someone is mean to you, know that it is more about them than you.
Understanding this allows for better empathy. The other part of the quotation is where you choose, to repeat the glimpsed behavior, or to focus on healing.

Next time your feel triggered, recognize it as a moment of power where you glimpsed a reflection of something that you need to heal within yourself.  

Everyone has blindspots, heck even our eyes do.
Reflections can be hard to see on their own, however, when two work together, like our eyes.
Each can help the other see their blindspots, furthermore, the shared perspective literally adds a new dimension of depth to sight.

Further Resource:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOznodya2mg